I just realised that It's already August 10th and I haven't written a single post this month, but ever since August started time has just flewn by! The day I've been waiting for since May is only over a week away. I'm going back England. Back home. Do you know the feeling when you've been waiting for something so much and when It's actually close to happen, you don't actually comprehend that it's really happening? You've been waiting so long and It just doesn't occur to you that the day will come that all the waiting will come to an end and the most anticipated thing happens! Like me. I don't truly believe that on 20th I'll be back in England. I'm not going to believe it until I see it in my own eyes.
Yesterday I looked through the pictures of my trips to England and I felt that those pictures have been taken in completely another life. It was the same when I was in England looking through pictures taken in Finland. It's like I have these two different lives. My life in Finland and my life in England. Two separate worlds. So I can't believe that in one week and two days I'll be back in England and in my another world again. The world I prefer. The world I love. I've been waiting for it so much. These recent months my life has been just about waiting and waiting the day to come. The day I'll get back home. Why is it so hard to believe that I'm going back?
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| Probably my favorite pic I've ever taken |
I guesss It's simply just too good to be true. I'll get to see all
my friends and the familiar places I haven't seen
in ages! God, just the thought makes me smile. I can't believe it, I
just can't! It's home. It's where I belong and going back there is almost like a dream come true. It's
where I'd like to spend my every day not only just seven days in a
year. Yeah, that's the other thing. Only. Seven. Days. It doesn't even
occur to me that I'm going back to England, so how am I supposed to
realise after seven days that I have to come back to Finland? I've just adapted to the fact that I'm back home and then I have to leave again. Oh, what a
turmoil I will have in my head. Well, I'm trying to not to think about
it, not just yet. I'll just focus on making everything out of the time I
have there.
Still can't get it in
my head though. Going back home. Maybe next week it will hit me when I start packing!
Soon this waiting will come to an end.
Another waiting will come to an end on Sunday! I can't believe this either. On Sunday me and Sara will be bouncing with this lady at the Olympic Stadium in Helsinki:
Now you see why I've waited August so much? ;)
Until next time darlings,
I promise it will be soon
lovesme xxx
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