Dream the impossible to make it possible

At the moment I'm in a such a state of happiness I have never been. The happiness of believing yourself. Believing your dream could actually come true. Really.

I told you last time how I didn't want to go ahead of the things about getting in to uni. How my friends seem to be sure I will get in, but I wanted to just keep calm and just hope for the best, not to think ahead. I can't know the outcome, I can't predict it, even though I would be happy to be able to do so! Anything can happen, either negative or the most positive, fifty/fifty chance. 

An hour ago though, this sudden breeze of self-confidence embraced me. I read the first draft of the reference my English teacher had written for me for my application, and somehow her wonderful writing about me, how she's sure I am capable of successing my studies at university abroad. I know they always write the same stuff, but it really had a huge impact on me. It made me realise, for the first time, that it might actually maybe, possibly, be possible that I will get in. Wow. I can't truly describe this some kind of enlightenment I am having. This amount of belief in me. Anyway, I am still going to keep calm and not to get overly excited, I haven't got in yet - remember. Just to be able to actually really imagine it in my head now, me studying at university in Scotland is just, wow.  Because I have always believed, if you can dream impossible and big things. Just being able to imagine them in your head, and really believe in them, they are possible to make come true.

Speaking of impossible dreams, I just wrote some sort of poem about those and right after I had written it I listened to Taylor Swift's new song Starlight from her just today published album Red where she sings:

"like we dream impossible dreams
like starlight, starlight
like we dream impossible dreams
don't you see the starlight, starlight?
don't you dream impossible things?"

It was my first time listening to it. What are the odds that Taylor sings about exactly the same thing I had just written a minute ago? This must be some sort of karma! Haha. She reads my mind, really. I mean it and finds the words for me. Anyway, I absolutely love her new album, it gives me shivers, makes me cry, oh my god her lyrics. No words. She did it again, and even better. I'll get back to that loveliness, here is a part of it, the song I mentioned above. Enjoy, there's something wrong with you, if you don't.

- lovesme